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05 November 2011 @ 10:45 pm
hello dear Livejournal.
I just want you to know that I still love you.

sketch dump

Oscar : Tsundere until the end of time.

Why is everyone angry at Jirou. :-(


A few weeks ago I learned that a gay teen in my city committed suicide because he was being bullied to the point that he felt he could no longer go on and had to take his own life. :-( It was raining that day and then I drew this... I never finished- I am sorry! >_<;

Now you know why at the end of the third page Oscar looks expressionless. LOL (^^;;; T________T

Oscar being nice to Jirou

is what I draw when I am feeling down.

Someone mentioned to me that maybe I should try drawing one of those character memes. I started one for Oscar but never finished it. The caption on the left: "In front of that person he likes." The one on the right is for when he is sad.


I hate how I always have to choose between school or drawing. None of these activities will pay the bills. I hate that I am sitting on essentially 150 pages of pencils that I haven't been able to ink. By the time I will eventually get to it all the pencils will seem so stale to me that it will be a difficult task indeed. ;_;
chibi_hoshichibi_hoshi on November 6th, 2011 03:31 pm (UTC)
Don't lose hope. Having all you energy drained by school is really hard, but it's temporary, I'm sure you'll pass through it. (we can do it! and then, there's christmas, which usually means vacantions/time to draw. It's just a couple of weeks away)

Also, I always love the spontaneity of your pencil sketches. They just seems so... light and alive. And your ink seem so clean. Even if you're done pencilling, I'm sure that combinaison can't go wrong.

romanshouburomanshoubu on November 10th, 2011 01:26 am (UTC)
Re: Courage!
Thank you so much for the kind words!!! ;_;
It seems like the end will never come for me since my form of study actually is kind of year round! Anyway, I have to keep working hard so that I can get over this barrier and move on! T__T

I love my pencils a lot too! It's always really hard to ink since I always feel like the ink smooths down the roughness of the pencils and dissolves the character that was originally there. That's why I usually ink on the computer or with a light table in order to preserve the original pencils since I mess up a lot. XD;;;
chibi_hoshichibi_hoshi on November 10th, 2011 08:32 pm (UTC)
Re: Courage!
Oh, Lightboxes are so, so useful.

Also, I know you don't want to talk about it, but I'm constantly puzzled by your field of studies and how HARD it seems. Especially if you don't think you'll have a job afterward? Ô_o

I hope you'll be proven wrong >_